I can't remember

"Hey Rose! Remember me?"
No, I can't remember.
"What did I tell you yesterday?"
I can't remember.
"Geeze, why didn't you study for this?"
I did, I just can't remember.
"Hey remember that one time..."
No, I can't.

"Why didn't you remember?"
I don't know

"What's wrong with you?"
"Useless child"
"Fuck off"
"Go die"
"You were a mistake"
"Why can't you be more like..."
"I wish I never had you"
"I don't like Rose"
"You're doing it wrong"
Sorry guess I forgot





This has been going on my whole life and I'm sorry I forget but I can't help it.
Most people 'can't help' eating the last piece of cake, and they say it as an excuse.
Some 'can't help it' that they didn't do their homework.
But I cant help if I forget.
This is something I cannot control, it is not an urge, it is not an excuse.
I really can't help it.


I can't see a future where I grow old because I haven't thought about it.
Or maybe I forgot it.
Like I forgot my will to live.